~When other girls wanted to be Ballerinas I wanted to be a vampire. ~

Today, yesterday, the day before, the week before...it has all come crashing down on me. I sit here and cry and feel utterly pathetic. Like a loser. I try not to feel sorry for myself, I have so many things to be thankful for everyday, and yet it seems like I just get hit with bad news and bad news and more bad news. It turns out to be okay in the end,mostly, but that doesn't stop that punch in the gut, that bite of worry, the horrible taste of fear.

It's okay, it'll be okay, things happen for… Continue

Went and saw this last night. Jumped a few times, and it was creepy but I wasn't super scared. Watched Heroes went to bed. Woke up 2 a.m. and realized my alarm was not set. Suddenly I was afraid. I did not want to reach out into the dark and switch my alarm on. I realized my foot was hanging off the side of the bed. I slowly pulled it in, I scooted closer to bill. I looked at my alarm again. I scooted closer still to bill. I schooched up higher on the bed so I was nowhere near any edges. but how… Continue

REMEMBER





* Remember that your presence is a present to the world.

* Remember that you are a unique and un-repeatable creation.

* Remember that your life can be what you want it to be.

* Remember to take the days just one at a time.

* Remember to count your blessings, not your troubles.

* Remember that you'll make it through whatever comes along.

* Remember that most of the answers you need are within you.

* Remember those dreams waiting to be realized.

* Remember that decisions are… Continue