Awesome ends with ME.. :O

hate you!
i hate you so much!
i scream it out loud!
i want to scream it in your face
i hate you, but then again i love you

i loved you so much and i gave you my heart
and hate you for leaving me here all alone..

i hate myself
for not listening
for not paying attention

it sucks so much!! you've have rock hard feelings
your going through this like nothing
like IM nothing

you have all your friends to keep you busy
you have your "friend" to keep you company

me on the other, i just have family h… Continue

I want a girl
I want a girl that doesn't suck
I want a girl to cuddle and watch cartoons with
I want a girl who will sit with me in the park with headphones on
...and stare at the stars
I want a girl I don't have to worry about what she is doing when she isn't with me
I want a girl that doesn't have to worry about what I'm doing when I'm away from her
I want a girl that can enjoy doing nothing
...but who can also go out with me
I want a girl who doesn't get stupid drunk
I want a girl I can trust… Continue

There's nothing I can do now, but sit back and pray.
At a lost for words, in over my head.
...this is so beyond me now.
Every single emotion, every sign I see... tells me one thing.
It all points to one path.
Every breath I breath, every beat of my heart, knows exactly where I should be.
Theres only one problem, it takes two wheels to travel this path... and my heart is only one.
Her eyes tell me yes, her heart tells her it's true.
But something holds her back.. some uncontrollable block.
She sa… Continue

Will these tears ever end.... or once gone will i shed blood instead.
Every second that passes is like a hammer to my chest
I gasp for air.
But these punctured lungs can't hold on, and neither can I.
Ever time a get a grasp, the foundation breaks loose.
I'll use these rocks to build a wall, mortar to repair the holes in my heart.
She found the key to a door locked tight.
But was the light inside too much?
Has she been blinded by something she does not understand....
or is she scared she'll melt… Continue

let her go,
if she comes back,
she is yours,
if not......
she never was.
SO THEY SAY.

What if you let her go, but she comes back only for a taste?
She misses home, she knows where she wants to be.....
But she just isn't ready to settle.
You lose your cool, and try to hold her.... but she isn't ready.
You can't imagine not having her around, but will it be different than you thought?
Will she ever find comfort in your eyes again?
I will be here, no doubt in my mind.... but I must fully take off… Continue