6 more days to go!

It's been a good two weeks watching you and Wall-E make this spawn happy since we brought you home from the pet store. I'm really sorry Yippie the hamster assassin somehow got you out of your "prison yard" ball and chewed on you squishing your internal organs. You put up a good fight and a few twitches there at the end. Oh yeah and Yippie, if I was you....if Rylan finds out you killed her hamster this is what I would do... RUUUUUNNNNNNN!!!

I smoked today, after a whole week of not smoking. Boo!!!! I won't smoke all weekend so I think I'll be on pace to quit again for a week or so. It's so stinking hard! Today was busy for the first time in FOREVER at work for me. Smoking is like my way of getting away from my desk and outside. I know it's still a BS excuse for a bad habit. I told my son I was trying to quit and what age I started smoking and blah blah blah. I can't beleive it's already time to have the drugs and smoking talk with… Continue

My supervisor has really really bad gas, today. Actually every day. He's 70. This makes me fear that I will be that way at the age. Oh my!!! Today was great, I was super not busy. My kid was sweet and snuggled me and our Yorkie Ricky Bobby this morning. Nice Rylan is a tricky thing. Most of the time when she's nice it means she's plotting to kill me. I think she models herself after Stewie. I'll take her sweetness where I can get it. I'm kind of feeling old. My son will be 8 in a month. I'm 1… Continue

Day 3 smoke free. I don't smoke at home so it's not hard to ignore the urge. I also sent the pack of cigarrettes home with a coworker and she and her boyfriend smoked them. I've skipped all breaks with her. I think I can make it. If my will stays strong enough to just not join in with smoking with people at work. Then I would be fine. I've told them not to ask me because I'm just not going to partake. Plus, it's cold outside....who wants to stand outside in this weather. Not me.... Our weekend… Continue

Half the time I don't even know what day it is. I quit smoking yesterday. After 13 years, my daughter and I were waiting for my husband to get off of work and two of his co workers were outside smoking and she started mocking them. It kind of had me freaked out a little. I don't smoke at home, only at work. I don't smoke in front of her but I feel responsible. So I started my day resolute to not smoke. But that thought was in my head "I want to smoke, I want to smoke, I want to smoke" Like a Nic… Continue