Kill the candy monster. Seriously, I need some sort of candy devil exorcism to take place. I don’t believe in any kind of fad diet, or really any kind of diet at all, but there has to be something to kill the sugar demon living inside of me.
I have heard of this whole hypnotist stuff before, but I have always been pretty cynical about it. I think after 30 pounds of gummy bears in the last month, it’s time. I don’t know why my candy craving is so out of hand. I have never struggled with eating well, because it’s just something I easily gravitate towards, but I deprived myself of candy for a while so maybe that’s the reason. I feel like a gremlin eating after midnight. Maybe it’s best to just never feed it. I am going to look into an addiction hypnotist. Worth a shot. When you get to the point that you’re eating candy in place of meals and flaming hot Cheetos are your dessert, it’s time to look into alternative therapies. I went grocery shopping at Whole Foods today to get my regular workweek foods. Normally that helps keep me on track. Then I grabbed a cookie and that turned into lunch while my health foods went straight to the fridge. I gotta go now. Chocolate chip cookie crumbs are getting into my computer as I’m typing this…