I can confirm that Cason is a dude. We have neighbors that have a little girl, who is a few months older than Cason, but they way they act is so different. You would think, that at such a young age, the differences between their actions regarding their gender would not be as great. Well, our neighbor’s lil girl is calm and is easily entertained, is cuddly, and plays with her toys in a delicate matter. Cason, on the other hand, is all over the place. He wants to walk around and kick every thing in his way. If you hand him a toy, he throws it. He also kicked me in my Mexico area about 13 times yesterday in a matter of one hour. He also likes to grab anything that is within reach. Is it fair to say that he is turning into a lil Tasmanian devil. My poor couch is not going to survive this. Cason manages to grab anything we are eating or drinking, which ends up on the couch. So we should probably buy a dining room table and stop eating on the couch.

Speaking of that couch, we may have to get rid of it anyways. My prized possession is probably not going to fit in the house we may end up getting. The house Kinsey fell in love with is just a bit out of our prize range… we can definitely get the loan for it, but its too scary. What if I somehow can’t make the payments, and I am the only one making money in our house right now. I don’t want to get crazy and go all out if it’s not necessary. As a husband, I feel that I should be able to get her the house she loves, but as a money hoarder, I feel that we should go with the smaller house… I would even call the house tiny, but it’s OK because it’s our first house, right? Other houses that are reasonably priced with huge bathrooms, and a great master bedroom, and a playground for Cason will come around… right? So if we end up with tiny house, huge couch will have to go. Where? I don’t know. I am probably gonna explore the Craigslist experience. I will definitely not make my money back, but maybe I will get enough money to buy half the couch… and maybe I will meet the most interesting person in the world, or a murderer. But, that doesn’t take away the feeling that I kind of failed my woman. She will be happy with anything that is not the house we currently live in. So that is my goal: one day I will be able to buy her that house with the big closet, big shower, and big bedroom and not have to think twice about it. Boom!